Gettin' Married Tomorrow!

     I don't really know what to say here. I am just so anxious/excited that I have to let it all out somehow, and thought this post probably won't be sufficient for doing that it's a good start.

     I am probably going to help my mother-in-law out with some cupcake making today. Even though I am sure she has it covered, I need something to keep these butterflies in my stomach at bay. Tonight I am checking into a private hotel room for myself. I have to be honest, ever since being a hotel maid I am a whole lot less fond of hotels. But I want to be close to the temple, and not have to rush in the morning. And I could use a little peaceful time (Haha yeah like I'll be feeling peaceful!) by myself. And then I can primp and pretty and try to eat a good breakfast and not have to rush, or feel rushed by anyone.

     This is my last day as a miss. Tomorrow I will turn into a mrs. Dang I hate that title. Miss sounds so much more charming. But I like Jordon's last name, so I am excited about changing mine. I am not really nervous about getting married, or being married. I am not scared to be with Jordon forever, and I am not worried that we won't be. I just know that we are happy together and we love each other, and so right now there is no reason for me to be unhappy.
     But I am nervous about tomorrow. I am worried about everything going smoothly, and I guess I am just nervous because this is that one big day that I have always thought and wondered about and now it's here. I don't know. But I know I am happy.

     I am super excited to live with Jordon. Even though he is a boy. I have decided to let him have the living room mostly to his tastes and keep my girly stuff out, under the condition that I can turn the bedroom as feminine as I please. Of course I am excited for our honeymoon. Is it immature that I feel awkward saying that word? I am just glad we get to escape together alone for a while before heading back to reality. Even if only for three nights. I am not worried about reality though. Even though it will be harder, it will be an adventure together that I am also excited about.

     Anyways. I think I feel better now, so this wasn't a waste of time. (: I had better go get ready to go now though. I probably won't be on here for a while now. So farewell!